please

take me away from this hell on earth.

Return, I have.

Hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllloooo once again. (see what I did there? 'hell' + 'o')

I am very lazy. Like really really really lazy. I don't like being bossed around. I CAN'T EVEN BOSS MYSELF. I'm ruined pfft

I have, like, 8 days left till SAT test. Yes. I am taking SAT. I haven't done much studying. Why? Because I'm lazy. I'm like the laziest person in the world.

But

If I suddenly have that willpower, strength or whatever word that means the opposite of lazy

I can tell you, you won't even know me. I might probably be like superwoman. Only not fake (lol)


It's really hard being in a house that's always tense. My mind can't ever be in the state of peace. I don't like anyone but my little brothers, even if they quarrel for childish reasons.

Enough of that.

I'm not even done taking my motorcycle license and my dad already wants me to take a car license. I wanted to tell him to chill, relax and all. But, that would only end up me having long boring unnecessary conversation.

Using my laptop now, and currently on both my sides are two sleeping angels (devils when awaken).

I think this should be enough...

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :*

Missing piece

Hello once more people of the universe (incase aliens read this)

It's kinda weird knowing that I've already finished school. Like, I feel sooooo empty. I know now that school plays a big part in our lives.

I seriously used to hate school. But, as the saying goes, you never know what you have until it's gone.

Gone.

Gone.

*glass breaking sound*

I have a confession to make though:

When I was standard 1 in primary school, I used to always lie to the teacher about my homework. I NEVER ACTUALLY FINISHED MY HOMEWORKS. I'd give those lame excuses like, 'left it home' and all that even though the book is actually in my bag. Only now I feel regretful xD

I always was the lazy kid. I never really liked homework. I HATED it. Hate is an understatement. I totally DESPISE it. Yes, despise, such a strong word, I know :P I started to actually do homework in PERMATApintar because it's calculated for exam grades.  Still, I don't actually do all my homework and end up being the only person in class that hasn't finished the homework. Happens to me all the time. I get embarrassed, yes, naturally.

Yesterday, it was my birthday. I expected it to be a little special since last year I didn't celebrate with my family and probably next year I won't be with my family. Well, guess what? Nothing. Nothing fun actually happened. It sucked (sorry). My dad went to KL for some reunion with his high school pals. My mom was busy doing stuff since it's the first day of school the next day. No cake. I sound childish for not being able to celebrate it with a 'blast'. Oh well.

I have been ranting a lot xD

Enough for now. I have more to tell but I'm too lazy to type xD

Byeeee :*

Knife

So.. there are these certain people that 'grind my gears' and make me feel nauseous just thinking of what these people have done. These people act all knowledgable and wise and all that but what they do is just disgusting. I'm like a judging type of person before getting to know anyone. And well, from the way I judge, just, ugh.

Humans, always judging but doesn't wanna be judged.

Oh, and the title of this post, as usual, is irrelevant to this post. It's not like I want to stab these certain people and continuously remove the knife and stab again and again and again.

That's soooooo not me.

Maybe.


Blood is beautiful.

Lol, I don't think I wanna go on.

Goodbye fellow peeps.

:))))))

Truth

Skemanyaaaa blog orang lain.

...

Pfft.

Help me!
I've turned into an anger machine. Being angry every single second.

Exam results kicking in

Extremely grateful with my results although they're kinda bad... But they're kinda okay..

FOR SOMEONE WHO WENT OUT EARLY FOR ALMOST ALL PAPERS DURING EXAM



I've been keeping quiet lately, only to see how others treat me.

LIKE CRAP (because sh*t is too rude for this blog xD)


But, I'm gonna be positive. Every single person on this planet has a reason (raisin xD) for all their actions sooooo yeah


I'm anti-social, I think.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

(thinking about yesterday night :p)


I know fosho I gon' miss them awekss Prodigy aaaaaaah

;____;

(creis ten million river)
(creis because cries is too mainstream)

Welp.
What now?

Lol
I'm boring

And weird

But who careeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees :D

I gon' do what I do best...


BE AWESOME B)


Byeeeeeeeeeee-o :*

Shoot me.

Whoop. Whoodopoopoododoo. Whuddup. Lol. Okay. Not funny. But still, ahaks.

Hello there people.
Yes, all you people reaading this.
You people are all awesome.
Except those stupid ones always criticizing others.

BOOM!


Have you ever been in a conversation with a friend about someone and they criticize them a LOT and you're like "Duude stop, you're acting like you're so good."

Woaaaah.

Before talking bad about others why don't you take a look at the mirror?

*looks at the mirror*

I LOOK FAAAAAABULOUS

Lawl xD

Mid-year exams are coming after me and they're about to coming up real fast. Me is le tryings to runs aways.

As if those exams are something I can run away from. UGH. Exams. Eggzams. Shazam. Wuzam. Yodelay yodelay yodelay hee hooo.

I'm like soooooo RANDOM

Heh. Highlighted that because I can.

"I love you"
words everyone wishes to hear



from their parents.

HAH.

Fooled ya.

Or did I.

Lol, the spacings I use.

I love everyone. But, not everyone loves me back. Huhh. #S4DLYF3


Happy to know that more people are starting to trust me :) Feeling awesome

Weeeeeee

lol bye

Everyday

As always.

Woot

HEYYO~

I honestly think I can't manage to keep blogging thanks to all the 'great' and 'useful' assignments. I was NOT being sarcastic. Hihihi.

Having an extremely packed schedule is disastrous. I reaaaaaally hope I can survive school for the year. Just one more year of horrible stress, emptiness, and insignificance.

I'm, like, joining all stuffs here I have no idea why. Especially, sports. So far, I'm trying track and field, netball, softball and basketball. I love sports. Wee. I love getting tired when playing sports NOT when staying up to complete assignments. I really want to be honest about most things in this blog BUUUUT I'm afraid the people I point out to could possibly be reading this aaaaaand they won't look at me the same way. Get it? But, I don't really care, Hah!

Oh, and le juniors. Pssh. Nevermind.

I'm bipolar and I don't like it.

My friendship means everything to me. They, my friends, don't understand how much they mean to me. What am I to their eyes?

Meh. I'm annoying.

I'm a giant. The tallest female in the school. I'm 172 cm. I don't like being tall. I feel weird in every sort of way. Very weird. Aaaaaaand it's hard to give hugs. But, there are advantages though ;)

(wow. this is changing into a confession site xD)

I'm jealous of lots of people. Truly jealous. Lots of reasons. Heh.

I guess I should stop.

But, here's something that made me smile

Byeeee :*

Ola~

Heyy~ It's been so long, huh? AMAGATZZ dis so sed i miss dis so bad.

Not really. HAH! Fooled'ya. Or did I?

   It's like already page 9 of 365 pages of book 2014. But, a late happy new year wish isn't that bad, right? Who am I kidding? I'TS HORRIBLE FOR LATE WISHES .__.

   
  My school has like new stuff going on this year. There are the good news and the horrifying, dumb bad news. I don't know where to begin. Wait. I do. Let's begin with the timetables. Ha! Ha ha. I DUN WANT DISSSS~ It's sooooo freaking tiring. Imagine one subject for 2 hours or like 1 hour and a half. Then, evening classes. Normal schools around here ain't like that. Well, what can I say? It's very GIFTED. I just have to face it. With stress.

  
   I have SPM coming up this year. Yeaaaayy. (note the obvious sarcasm on the 'yay' there -.-). Seems like there's gonna be some superspeed learning this year. And I bet I won't understand it well. I'm actually very scared. My school's syllabus and marks system is different. If it weren't for the carry marks here, I would've failed. I think. Maybe. 


    I always talk about school, no? That's because I have no life. I don't even like, have a TRUE friend. I can say that everyone here is a close friend. But, not real enough. Backstabbing. Pfft -.- Man, I'm truly sad. I feel empty too. I almost always am. *points at the hole in my heart* (there is no hole in my heart, but let's pretend there is one). Ans one more thing is, I think I might be bipolar or something. My mood changes are so sudden. I only noticed that when I thought back of what I've done for a day. Maigod. Weird. Kay. 


   Oh, and I really am sorry if I, you know, hurt anyone's feelings or something. I get guilty so fast. I can forgive anyone but I know that not everyone can forgive me. Ugh.


  *emotional slot closes*


  I'm too tired to even think. (actually posting this 1.27 in the morning here). Oh well. I'll just be stupid for the rest of my life. *sigh*


    I have been doing a mini tiny extremely midget research on sleeping. (don't know whether midget applies here). Want a fresh morning wake up? Sleep in multiples of 90 minutes :D

Okay. gtg sleep nowww~ (gonna put this mini research thing into action :p)

Byeee, :*