Ola~

Heyy~ It's been so long, huh? AMAGATZZ dis so sed i miss dis so bad.

Not really. HAH! Fooled'ya. Or did I?

   It's like already page 9 of 365 pages of book 2014. But, a late happy new year wish isn't that bad, right? Who am I kidding? I'TS HORRIBLE FOR LATE WISHES .__.

   
  My school has like new stuff going on this year. There are the good news and the horrifying, dumb bad news. I don't know where to begin. Wait. I do. Let's begin with the timetables. Ha! Ha ha. I DUN WANT DISSSS~ It's sooooo freaking tiring. Imagine one subject for 2 hours or like 1 hour and a half. Then, evening classes. Normal schools around here ain't like that. Well, what can I say? It's very GIFTED. I just have to face it. With stress.

  
   I have SPM coming up this year. Yeaaaayy. (note the obvious sarcasm on the 'yay' there -.-). Seems like there's gonna be some superspeed learning this year. And I bet I won't understand it well. I'm actually very scared. My school's syllabus and marks system is different. If it weren't for the carry marks here, I would've failed. I think. Maybe. 


    I always talk about school, no? That's because I have no life. I don't even like, have a TRUE friend. I can say that everyone here is a close friend. But, not real enough. Backstabbing. Pfft -.- Man, I'm truly sad. I feel empty too. I almost always am. *points at the hole in my heart* (there is no hole in my heart, but let's pretend there is one). Ans one more thing is, I think I might be bipolar or something. My mood changes are so sudden. I only noticed that when I thought back of what I've done for a day. Maigod. Weird. Kay. 


   Oh, and I really am sorry if I, you know, hurt anyone's feelings or something. I get guilty so fast. I can forgive anyone but I know that not everyone can forgive me. Ugh.


  *emotional slot closes*


  I'm too tired to even think. (actually posting this 1.27 in the morning here). Oh well. I'll just be stupid for the rest of my life. *sigh*


    I have been doing a mini tiny extremely midget research on sleeping. (don't know whether midget applies here). Want a fresh morning wake up? Sleep in multiples of 90 minutes :D

Okay. gtg sleep nowww~ (gonna put this mini research thing into action :p)

Byeee, :*