Growing

Ssup people.

Ok.

Gonna start now.

Anytime now.

Uh(?)

I actually wanna talk about myself here but I feel as though it's wrong. As if I'm so full of myself. But then again, it is MY blog so yeah wtvr.

Ok here we go.

I probably might fail this half of the semester cause, no, NOTHING is getting in this tiny head of mine. Physics, I'm lost (and there's a quiz tomorrow ugh). Biology I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT IM DOING IN BIO SERIOUSLY. Chemistry, I slept in a few classes and no, I didn't do my tuto. Calculus, I'm only able to nod not knowingly in class. Assignments aren't something I do. Yes, I'm very lazy. Very lazy.

I don't procrastinate. I DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT THINGS I'M SUPPOSED TO DO. I daydream. Overthink. Useless overthinking. Time wasting. Can't stop.

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Honestly, I feel like telling my problems to people but it just doesn't feel right. Like why should I trouble you with my problems, you probably have too much of your own. So, yeah. It kinda feels nice to let go.

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I stalked myself on Facebook and here in this blog and I noticed how random I used to be. USED to be. Not sure if what I'm facing is actually 'growing mature' or 'growing depressed'.

I miss my old happy-go-lucky self.

Oh, not only was I random, but I was also someone who cared to much about having or not having friends. I probably have social issues. Probably.

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Bila aku baca balik apa aku type kat atas ni, aku rasa bodoh jugak. Semua benda nak complain. Tak reti nak bersyukur.

*snaps finger*